Basically I will never believe that I am good enough for anyone else because of how peoples first impression of me makes them dislike me and that because I have no good looks to fall back on they all let me recess into the little box in their mind marked "exponentially mediocre and unattractive people" That makes them treat me really coldly and if you are cold to me then I'll be nice to you to your face but you'll be able to really easily see how fake I'm being. No, but the main point is you're very probably better than me in every way, especially looks. And I will be living alone for the rest of my life. As long as we're agreed. God I sound whiney and boring.
