Aspirations

It seems to me like everything you want to do is always restricted by your ability to do and this annoys me as I'm a quick learner at the time but I easily forget what I've learned later that day. All these skills I'm learning in school are just being blown away and piled on top of by other, newer things being unsuccessfully forced into the memory banks of a forgetful person. I want to retain all this knowledge and be an amazing person, an expert at something whether it be costume/stage/lighting design or dance or singing or theatre. Maybe I think this because I'm a bitch but maybe some teachers just need to slow down and let the knowledge they are desperately trying to pass down generations seep in and stay easily accessible and within reach.

Surroundings

I have an awesome History teacher that is young and fashionable and funny and she is such a good teacher. So naturally history is my favourite subject. This is a photo taken by a lovely friend of mine, Tanya: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D2wTuMrjuBo, while we raided and messed up our teachers classroom at the weekend whilst we had Saturday class. The sun was shining and we were laughing and having a good time. But today it was like minus four in the morning which was shite and everything seemed sad. I realised that I am greatly affected by my environment, I am always happy when its sunny and bright but as soon as it starts raining for gets cloudy the world seems so un-welcoming. This also happens with how well kept or clean a place is, if its clean I'm happy but as soon as there is clutter and dirt it seems to be imperfect. I wish everything was perfect.

Memories

I used to visit this massive park with my dad and the entire ground was covered in a knee-deep carpet of autumn leaves and we would collect conkers and try and find the biggest one. I still remember the soft, green, spiked shell giving way to a glossy dark brown conker, everything else seemed to melt away and all there was in the world was me and the leaves.

Well...

Here it is. My first post, this is mainly for me to rant and rave about shite that happens to me daily.
So, enjoy!